I’m curious…what is it you are most afraid of?
For me, I join the millions of people in the world with a fear of public speaking.
When I was little, I wet my pants at school all the time because I was too afraid to raise my hand in class. (I’m not kidding, you can even ask my mom).
The thought of everyone looking at me was just too much for this shy, insecure, red haired little girl. My face would turn “beet red” when all eyes were on me (still does!) ~ and I dreaded ever being the center of attention in class. Ugh.
After I came to know Jesus, I sensed God wanted me to share my testimony for His Kingdom purposes. I was terrified.
However, after years of living in rebellion, I was more terrified of not obeying Him than people looking at me.
I would go with fear and trembling whenever a church would ask me to share – but trust me, I never went out seeking opportunities.
In 1999 I was hired to work as a ministry leader at a Grand Rapids area mega-church. Only the Lord would provide opportunities for this shy girl to share ministry updates in front of 10,000 people on Sunday’s.
Did you notice I said TEN THOUSAND people!
Since that time, God has been stretching me in this area. Thankfully I no longer wet my pants when people look at me (whew!) ~ but not one time do I head somewhere to speak where it comes “naturally”.
My stomach is always in knots, I usally can’t sleep the night before, and not only do I “pray like crazy” ~ I have a whole team of prayer warriors who pray me through each and every event.
So you’ll never believe what God is asking me to do this week. Once again, only God.
I’ll give you a hint ~ it has to do with me, five video cameras, lights, a team of people, and an audience of women. Yes, it’s the Red Hot Faith video teaching. You can read more about it here
Can you feel my face getting blotchy already?
However, God’s Word is clear…
The Lord has not given us a spirit of timidity or fear, but of POWER, LOVE, and SELF-DISCIPLINE (2 Timothy 1:7).
And I refuse to bring my old fears into this new day!
I will be there this week ready to face my biggest lifetime fear….and hopefully, Lord willing, I won’t wet my pants 🙂
How about for you…what are you most afraid of??
What would you do if you knew you could not fail?
Are you allowing “old fears” to creep into your “new days”?
May we keep our eyes fixed on Him and watch Him work ~ He is a God who can make the impossible possible!! And as Beth Moore says, “Let’s do it afraid!”
Have a wonderful, joy-filled week, my dear bloggy friend! I treasure you!
P.S. You can check here for behind-the-scenes footage from the Red Hot Faith filming next week! I’d love to share this experience with you. 🙂